- Things that I wanted to say in this entry throughout the assignment.
Bear with me. Sorry if you find this weird because I am telling you about these. Not thinking about getting spared by you. Just want to make things clear a bit. CHEERS.
Throughout the assignments progress and process. I am not going to lie that, I actually started pretty late, because in the third entry, I have mentioned that several of struggling to pick one topic to focus on. Also, I am not trying to make excuses in this entry, just that I wanted people to understand (well, a little bit) of how I work. Yes, I know other students has assignments to complete and focus on, but the way I WORK is… I have to finish one assignment (like submitted the assignment first) THEN, I can focus completely on another thing. Other than that, the fear of giving the wrong information, I realise this where I understand the content but I just cannot like… express it out in my own word, because I do not want to change the content too much and because sometimes in the process of delivering the message, I KIND OF will add something different. Jacquelyn also said, let her (me) try to arrange her phases of the idea, during a group meeting for another assignment. The way my brain works is weird.
I am not going to promise anything, but I look forward to change little by little, and I know where and what my problems are, because no one understand yourself better than anyone, unless in some special condition or something.
Anyway, I do learn one thing or two throughout the research and to be honest I actually enjoyed the lecturers sometimes, just that my brain sometimes works a little slower or worst did not get anything until the whole thing is over than other people.